It’s been way too long…….

Wow! It has been almost a year since I have done any writing at all. It feels good to be back at it! I started taking an anti-depression / anxiety medication almost a year ago. The original dosage had me feeling like a zombie, correction, had me feeling like I was completely dead inside. IContinue reading “It’s been way too long…….”

Connections

So usually I don’t do the games and the sharing of games on Facebook, but just recently I did. I thought it would give people something different to do besides share conspiracies about Covid. This game was one of those math quizzes, that are done with pictures of different items and each item has aContinue reading “Connections”

I Am a Grieving Mom

I can clearly remember how I felt pre Noah dying. I had both my boys living at home, I had a husband that would laugh often, friends reaching out and wanting to spend time with me, family that would laugh and celebrate when together. I would do crazy snapchats with Matthew and we would bellyContinue reading “I Am a Grieving Mom”

H.P.C.C.

As the director of the childcare centre that I work at, I have a steadfast rule: Don’t invite me to birthdays, weddings, baby showers, wedding showers or anything that is personal outside of our workplace. It may sound harsh, but I know for myself that I need this boundary to be the boss that IContinue reading “H.P.C.C.”

Strong vs Strength

Over the past 10 months, I have heard: “you are so strong” or “how do you find the strength to carry on?” When I hear these sayings, I usually find myself thinking “I don’t feel strong, but I must be portraying that somehow,” or “some days, I don’t know where the strength comes from.” AlthoughContinue reading “Strong vs Strength”

To my son, Matthew

Where has the time gone? One minute you were a tiny newborn, and now here you are a young man, about to set out on an adventure that will shape your life. I knew from the second you were born, that you would be a strong, determined individual. The pregnancy was not an easy one,Continue reading “To my son, Matthew”

Walk a Mile In Their Shoes

In this day and age when technology is all around us and basically a part of everything we do, do we really stop and think about people? Do we remember that there is a human spirit in all of us, and we all still have feelings, and emotions? Wednesday was an extremely emotional, as wellContinue reading “Walk a Mile In Their Shoes”

Who else needs a house cleaner?

I have always professed my hatred for house cleaning and today just solidified that for me even more. My dog (love him to death) sheds like a snake, he seems to lose all his fur in a week, then grow it back before the next week. So needless to say, my vacuuming of the houseContinue reading “Who else needs a house cleaner?”