3 Months Later

3 months today since you passed away, and 3 months of me trying to learn to live without you. Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you and feel that horrible ache in my heart. I have faced challenges in my life but grief has got to be the biggest one, and it has forever changed me. People ask me how I am doing, and I say fine, but really I feel empty most of the time and most things don’t seem to matter anymore. I carry on because I have to, but I am no longer the person I was. I miss you Noah, more than words can say. I loved you yesterday, I love you today, and I will love you always❤️💔